Change that, if you wish to. I could not care less for what I deserve, it is nonsense. One should think about what one wants not deserves to begin with. Fortune favors the bold, Sam. I'm not much different.

[Now it's his turn to be stunned into silence]

[A minute passes and it seems like he just won't say anything at all - that would be the smart thing to do, he thinks. Just let it go - let her go. But then, his reputation as the smart Winchester was only given in comparison to Dean.]

You want me to...come visit?

If you wish to.

Look, I want to sure, but only if you want me to. I'm not gonna force this...it may not matter to you but I really am...a person you'd be better off without. You already see Dean and I have - our issues. And you've only scratched the surface with this.

Sam for the love of - come see me, I miss you. I don't care about any of those.

[He can't help the smile.]

I'll take the next ferry over.

You will do very well to do that.

I'll give you a call when I hit Wynn.

-- and Morgana? Thanks.

For what?

Everything.

[The list is so long, so never ending, he doesn't even know where to start.]

Pay it no mind.

I'll pay it lots of mind.

[He returns with a smile; he's a stubborn bastard too, and that's not to be forgotten.]

I'll see you soon.

[ yeah alright that gets a smile. ]

Very well.